Executive Dysfunction and Minecraft

 I don't know when I last showered. Um. yeah. I've just been in a huge bout of executive dysfunction for the past month. I'm not able to leave the house right now, though I did earlier this week to finally make a bank account and get a credit card (YAY!!!). I don't even have the energy to do a sponge bath thing with just wet wipes and a soapy sponge. I wouldn’t say I'm depressed per se, my tank is just EMPTY. Currently camped out in the living room in my couch fort, just taking it easy, as that’s the only way to let the dysfunction pass quicker. Though again, it's been a MONTH so i’m getting a bit impatient. Feeling like garbage for no reason sucks.  

So anyway, i started playing Minecraft again this week. Started a new survival world on the PS4 on Tuesday. So far I'm quite liking how it’s going! My base is a cute little hobbit house thing embedded into a mountain. Added a second floor with rooms, made it super cutesy, although it is still a work in progress. I managed to find plenty of different trees to plant in my area, including cherry trees!!! And funnily enough, most of the diamonds I've collected have been through finding them in villages or other random chests lmao, i guess i forgot you could find diamonds in villages bc i was flabbergasted. Totally fucking robbed those guys though, lmao. Even stole some bookshelves, armor, iron and two potion brewers.

Started collecting dyes, but guys holy shit. I could not find a desert for the life of me. I went through ALL these other biomes, ALL these villages, collecting plenty of other cool things but NOT CACTUS!!! Which is what I was trying to look for the whole time!!! Could not find a fucking desert it was insane. But I did, finally. 

My house is at -165, 69, 243. The desert was at 2970, 66, -284!!! What the fuck bro. But whatever, I got what I needed and I went straight home. Was worried that the cactus I got wouldn’t grow in my biome, but it did thankfully!

Now I have some cute banners hanging around, very cool. Have a farm going on, crops, all that. 

And i have a KITTY!!!!!! Hoping to get another one too, particularly a black tuxedo I saw in one of the many villages I raided. 

Btw, playing on peaceful mode for now bc i can’t do combat with a controller dawg. Its fucking rough. Tried just killing a cow and it was a struggle lmao. Saw ONE zombie in a cave and promptly turned around and walked away (bc i didn’t know how to run on the controller yet) and set it to peaceful. I AM a pussy, thank you. Though i will turn it on when i need something from a hostile mob, particularly blaze rods bc I'm gonna be cooking up some witchcraft. Gunpowder? Eh not sure if i need it. Don’t really need bones, but the arrows the skeletons drop are helpful. Though I can just get flint and sticks from the resources around me, and my kitty brings me feathers sometimes. 

Speaking of running on the controller. I figured it out ofc. I just press down on the left joystick while pushing it forward. Though unfortunately this requires a lot of force to maintain, and my entire left forearm hurt after a long session of traveling. Carpel tunnel shit or whatever, it hurt. Ill take it easier but i cant promise that lmao. 

Update: two days later, I was able to take a shower yesterday :). ALSO, I had a treasure map and went to go find it! Took a while but it was cool!